I have more for you than the life that you're living. This day to day..what is next.. I want you to live a life that focuses on the things above not on earthly things..



I have shown you visions of being over seas watching people and being with people who love Me. JOY is a real constant thing.....



Live aware of my presence constantly seeing the signs and the encouragement I give so often.



You are restless in waiting where you are. You urge for me in this specific moment.



I fully understand you and your ways.....and you want to fully know mine



don't drown here....I'll show you JESUS!!




Pray for an obedient and willing heart & spirit...



there is an answer to the longing of your heart..Let go of the barrier



I have shown you.............



(this is what I heard today)

THANKSGIVING!!!!!!!!!!!


I helped mom with some of the dishes ,but she did MAJORITY of the work..haha

This was Walt's first Thanksgiving with us! I really like Walt! On Tuesday he spoke for FCA @MTSU... FCA was AWESOME last TUESDAY NIGHT!





This was Charlie's first thanksgiving with us as well.... This is also the first dog to sleep in our house and be in our house period..Poor missy (our old dog) had to be in the cold all night when she was alive. This is Cort and Bubba's dog but everytime they come in, the dog comes too... Mom and Dad are adjusting to this...haha..I feel like Charlie knows this house just as well as his own! I feel like I have a dog! :)

I purchased this hat @ Target (not a black friday deal) It's green with long braids hanging down. Now my ears will be super warm when I walk to school!



Thanksgiving was different this year bc...
1. Missy (the dog) wasn't there to eat the leftovers
2. It was just our family no cousins or grandparents (except Mums)
3. I actually participated in black friday and waited in line @ 12:00am (yeah, it's fun!)
4. I made something (ranch dip) for Thanksgiving dinner
5.Walt (new bro in law) was here
6.Tiff is married
7. Jody didn't come to Thanksgiving. :(
8.I listened to Christmas music 3 days before Thanksgiving..(totally got me in the spirit)
9. Bubba had a tournament so he wasn't with us (He won the game tonight!!)
GO SEWANEE!



1.I am thankful for my sisters and the great examples they have been in my life, but more so the close friendship I have with them!

2. My father who loves me and cares about me and who desires to spend time with me and listen to me!!!

3. My mother who slaves in a kitchen all day to feed her family of 6 that has turned into a family of 18 people!!!!!!

4. My friends at school that are uniquely light hearted

5. My friends who live far from me who share the same interest in Jesus!

6. For my neices and nephews that make me grit my teeth bc I think they're soooo cute! I'm not really thankful that I grit my teeth, but they make me SOOOOOOO happy inside everytime I see them!!

Today in my quiet time I felt the Lord say the same things to me He has said for so long..

(so I'm left with this scripture!)

Commit your way to the Lord, Trust in Him, and He will do it. Psalm 37:5

These pictures represent what my life has been like. All that writing in my planner are things that I need to get done. I've been so stressed in my head. I feel like I turn into an introvert when my schedule gets this crazy. I wake up early spend time alone in my room. Then I come home to spend time alone until I go to bed.

I LOVE to think about and figure out relationships much much much more than think about school work!!!!

Since last Friday around 4:00 I have been studying for at least an hour a day on this physical science test I had coming up. Today, I was on campus since 12:00 because I had to work on a project. At 3:00 I went to lab with Soph. She said , "Have you seen your science grade yet"..I said "no, are they up? she said "yes"......I was really nervous but I had studied a lot soooooo....


I FAILED IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I seriously don't usually cry...but in the middle of lab I started crying a lot. I think I even made noises... Soph, looked at me surprised and quickly tried to comfort me...She pulled out some kleenex for me to wipe my eyes...

I know I didn't do all I could have done to do the best I could....but I studied 5 days in advance EVERYDAY!!!!!!

I'm the worst at multiple choice...too many options to consider....some people are sooo good at it!

I just want to hear His voice today...I want to know what is next?..what do I look for?..who do I look for?...but all I hear is stillness right now..

I'm tired.

What am I talking about, I love having a lot on my plate! :)

Refuge is in my car with Jesus culture and I worshiping Jesus!

"Oh Lord, you're beautiful" by Melissa How (listen to this)

"Burning Ones" Chris Quilala (And this one)

Worship music and being among worship keeps me ALIVE!..

:)

My 21st birthday was great!

Breakfast with Lace

Lunch with Kaycee, Sophie,Blake, and Caroline

Dinner with Mom, Dad, Mums, Tiff, Cort, and Bub.

(Spaghetti Factory in Nashville!! SO FUN!!)

The Present was a big pretty shiny ring given to me by my mom and dad..

(tradition for the 21st)

Cort, Bubs, Maryb., Isaac, Emma, and Izzy gave me a purse, bath tub stuff, a sweater, and socks!

(That was a lot, and I LOVED THEM ALL!!) (CORT KNOWS ME SO WELL)

Tiff and Walty gave me a sweater dress that I loved also!

I watched the MJ movie today and it was cool. I was inspired by him and all his hard work. He was a genius. I was touched by His spirit that was so gentle and tender toward people. He was kind. He wanted to touch the world and make it a better place.

Tiff and I talked about what a good heart he seemed to have...

His songs really reflect a desire for the world to be a better place, so why can't he know Jesus!!!!!

His newest and final song "this is it" says in the first few lines " I'm the Light of the world"

I'm not exactly sure what that means?

He mentions God but no Jesus....

JESUS IS IT!!!!! JESUS IS IT !!!! HE IS NEAR>>HE IS HEAR!! I WANT TO TALK TO PEOPLE AND TELL THEM THE PASSION THAT BOILS IN MY HEART>>

HE RESCUES

HE COMFORTS

HE LOVES

HE DESIRES INTIMACY WITH ME

HE PROMISES ETERNITY WITH ME

HE IS JOY

HE IS WRATHFUL

HE IS JEALOUS OF WHAT GETS IN BETWEEN ME AND HIM

HE SPEAKS OVER MY SOUL

HE IS EVERYTHING A SOUL LONGS FOR!!!!!!

THERE IS SO MUCH MORE!!

I CANNOT be mixed with something that does not want JESUS! I CANNOT!!

JESUS IS LIVING AND PRESENT IN MY SOUL!!

OH HOW I WANT YOU, FATHER